Crazy World!!!!!

Today was crazy I found out just how family can really be!!! You know what they say" family would bring you down more than a friend or enemy would" well I belive it. You would never know how people see you in there eyes, or how they feel bout you. It seems that the people closer to you hurt you more cause you have your guard down and you really be blind. I say that, to say this TRUST NO ONE. Trust no one but god cause you would get screwed over in the long run . Family, friends, and lovers can cross in the end. And it would hurt you so bad and take a major toll on you. But if it have happen to you learn from it. Or if its happening now as I speak, stay strong and pray and it would be ok.

DON'T PUT YOUR EGGS IN ONE BASKET.

Well today I wanted to talk about my dude, he can be so stupid.(Like a man)!!! He can be an idiot and a asshole but I love him. We have been together for a while and been through a lot. He always been there for me and he does a lot. But sometimes do you feel like your trapped, or bored. Do you feel like he's cheating or he's not happy? I mean women intuition never fell you. Well I believe in trusting my gut, and eventhough I never seen any wrong in my man, but when you get second thoughts you should react on them. Not saying to acuse or nag your man but just have your eyes open and be aware like my mom say don't put your eggs in one basket, LOL.

Am I Myself!!!

Today I woke up and brush my teeth, got ready for work and then got my baby up, and got her ready for the daycare. On the way to work I drifted off a year ago when I wasn't a mother. I thought about all the freedom I had and how I have changed. I don't act the same, talk the same or even sleep the same. I did a 360 ever since my beautiful baby girl was born. Why is that? Well I feel that once you feel this way you should ask yourself these questions

- Am I changing for the of my family?

- Do I still have time for myself?

- Am I happy?

- Can I still do what I want and still raise a family?

I have answered all these questions and I found that I am me, a better me, an happier me. And as long as I'm happy and my family is happy, Thats me!!!!!

Welcome

Hi new friends out there, This is my first post and I want to welcome myself. LOL I've been working all day and then I came home to an 4 month old baby and she's fast asleep and I finally got some time to stop and have a time to myself to think and rest. After singing lullabies and talking baby talk all night it feels good jus to be silent. I mean sometimes i catch myself talking like that to grown ups. LOL I love it though and I appreciate all the mothers that been doing this for years . I only been doing this for a couple of months and I be needing a vacation like Jeezy say.

Some people don't know how hard it is to work all day and then come home to kids. My baby is a joy and we should cherish every minute of them growing and learning because that time will fly fast. And we are lucky to be strong women to handle things like this because we know majority of the men out there wouldn't be able to a (working mom) LOL. Nu Nu (my baby girl) keeps me going and keep a smile on my face, and I love her for it.

kisses and hugs.